Always thinking of you

I haven't been able to post on here for a long time! Having another baby has made it very difficult to get onto the internet, and it's hard to post on here because it's usually something emotional for me, and I don't want to rush it or try to post when I'm stressed out about kids! But, I don't get a lot of free moments to write when it's not rushed! Your anniversary day has come and gone. I can't believe it's already been over 2 years since we last got to see and hold you! How I miss you! The memory of your accident hit all too close the other week when a friends little girl choked, and for the few seconds it took for her to get the mint up, it felt like I was reliving the horrible moments when you didn't get the bacon back up. Nobody seems to realize how quickly it can really happen, and how close we all can be to death! I still try to remind myself in those situations that what I experienced and went through is not what you went through. I can't wait for the day when I get to hold you again! I love you!